Like the rainbow in the night;

masksofsilence @ 2008-09-01T21:03:00

2008-09-01T13:06:25Z

I'm going to abandon my livejournal after this post. Sorry peeps! Hahah.

FIND ME IF YOU CAN! : D NEHNEHNIPOOPOO!

You're one in a million, baby.

2008-08-31T13:33:02Z

Slightly more than a month to O levels and I'm not prepared for it. Oh well, oh well. I still want to have fun but we got no time left to chill. It's time to bury our heads in the books.

Anyway, I think I'm going to switch to blogspot or something. I can't stand the advertisements. It's so annoying, but there's no way I can get rid of it. GRR.

I turned around, and there you were(:

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-30T23:42:00

2008-08-30T16:02:39Z

From my dearest honey-love: Whatever happens, hold on and have faith!
For my dearest honey-love: Just take life as it is, babe! :D

From Alvin Koh Lai Huat: The amount of motivation you have to do something, it deems by the amount of motivation you have shown not to do it.

You make me laugh at the silliest thing.
You make my day whenever it's rotten.
I learned from you that I do not crumble.
I learned that strength is something you choose.

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-29T23:17:00

2008-08-29T15:35:15Z

Zomg, karaoke today with the usuals and some of the classmates. Hahah and 'Pencinta Wanita' is stuck in my mind. Couldn't shake it off at all. The best thing is, I only know this line out of so many lines of the song, "Aku memang pencinta wanita". HAHAHAH! And I got no idea what is the singer singing. LOL.

You take me by the heart, you take me by the hand;

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-27T21:51:00

2008-08-27T13:52:57Z

I've got so much more to confess, but I just used up my last twinge of courage for the 6 pages long text. I've got like 1, 2, 3 maybe 4, or 5 more things to confess.

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-27T08:47:00

2008-08-27T00:48:28Z

I've a sudden urge to cut my hair, cut it short. Lol.

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-27T00:00:00

2008-08-26T16:06:09Z

I feel so suffocated (literally) by all the things that I've been keeping in my heart all this while. Shucks manz. I'm about to faint. ROARS. Zomg, can someone get rid of it for me? Or does someone have sedatives? I really need them. I'm so flustered and I don't know why. I need sedatives to calm me down. Gosh, I don't know how much more of this I can handle. I guess I've pushed myself too hard for the past 1 month or so. I tried really hard not to think about the pain I feel inside, too hard, so hard that I'm totally worn-out. Now that I can't pretend that I'm all right, I'm gonna find some ways to let it out.

It's like a blade that cuts right through me;

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-26T20:12:00

2008-08-26T12:17:35Z

Prayed to God for your safety, for a change in your life (better one) and for you to be more optimistic about stuffs. Hope you're doing fine now, hope you're feeling better now. There's always a reason to whatever that has happened;something for you to learn from it. I know it's hard on you, but don't concede defeat. I know I've got no rights to say all these, as I've never been through it before, but I just wanna let you know that you still've wonderful people in your life who cares about you, who loves you etc.

You feel a million miles away;

Let forgiveness wash away the pain? I hope I could.

2008-08-25T13:25:27Z

If only I had the courage to say it out loud, I would. Sometimes, it's better not to think too much. It leads you to somewhere called nowhere.

I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lie to you, but I don't have a choice, do I? If only you had read my book, you'll understand.

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-24T10:21:00

2008-08-24T02:27:08Z

My head is very much in pain now, throbbing pain due to migraine again. I can barely open my right eye since yesterday. I don't really want to consume any medicine as I might just rely on it for the rest of the month(s). That's bad, isn't it? What's worse, there's nothing I can do about it and it hinders me from studying. Shucks manz.

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-23T22:16:00

2008-08-23T14:19:52Z

My computer has been revived! :D Yeah manz, thank God it has been revived. And thank you Timothy for the help. Hahah.

The pent-up emotion had been just too much to contain. If only you'd known how I felt;

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-18T19:09:00

2008-08-18T11:10:38Z

HULLO, PEOPLE! AND, BYE-BYE, PEOPLE! :D

My computer is currently dead.

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-08T21:44:00

2008-08-08T13:49:24Z

X-country and class picnic today. X-country was tiring with all the rides to and fro for 7777777 times. Lol exaggeration eh. But true enough, it was very tiring to the extend that my muscle aches. And I got sunburnt :S

Anyway, only managed to catch 4 hours of sleep last night before heading to school at 5 plus this morning. I'm going to turn into a walking zombie soon, if I don't get my sleep tonight. Hahah.

Believe me, you're more important;

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-06T21:12:00

2008-08-06T13:15:29Z

English Paper tomorrow. Eessshhhhhh. I've got this very strong feeling that I'm gonna fail all my subjects, again, just like my mid-year. Damn.

Insecure;

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-05T20:26:00

2008-08-05T12:27:56Z

My dream house(:

The insecure heart is still on rough terrain. Hesitating, but still moving forward;

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-03T22:05:00

2008-08-03T14:06:32Z

With love;

masksofsilence @ 2008-08-02T23:34:00

2008-08-02T15:35:33Z

"HEY HEY HEY! HAHAHAHAH!" Just heard this on teewee. Lol feeling random, so decided to quote it.

Hanying, don't ever let it bog you down! :D

Anyway, anyway, people! Please click on the url given below and take the vocabulary 'test' They donate 20 grains of rice for every correct answer you get!((:

http://www.freerice.com/index.php

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-31T20:10:00

2008-07-31T12:10:43Z

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-30T20:33:00

2008-07-30T12:33:33Z

Drowning in guilt
Something just ain't right;

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-28T20:08:00

2008-07-28T12:20:08Z

I want to go for the SJAB photo-taking session, badly. But well, SJAB's at 5pm. How the hell am I going to make it when my tuition starts at 4.30pm ): I thought I could make it for one last photo-taking.

Anyway, X-Country on the following Friday. I do hope that Miss Yeo will count me in for duty. I don't mind not getting any public duty hours. I just want to contribute for this one last time.

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-27T20:58:00

2008-07-27T12:58:54Z

This time we're not giving up
Oh, let's make it last forever.

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-27T01:25:00

2008-07-26T17:56:38Z

I'm sorry kids. Wouldn't have allowed such a thing to happen if I had known the consequences. Please get a grip of yourselves and keep the passion burning.

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-26T10:25:00

2008-07-26T02:29:09Z

Promotion interview at 2pm. Didn't feel like going 'cos I wouldn't want another day to go to waste, but at the same time, I wouldn't want to miss this promotion. How contradicting. Thank God, I get to study after my interview. Hopefully, the interview will end early.

Anyway, my arms and legs are aching from yesterday's basketball. And my left knee isn't happy with me too.

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-25T21:59:00

2008-07-25T14:00:54Z

When I’m with you I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
Cause I miss you

masksofsilence @ 2008-07-24T21:18:00

2008-07-24T13:20:41Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,
AUNTY KAREN!<3

Totally worn-out, but there's still homework to be completed.

If I am lost for a day, try to find me
But if I don't come back, then I won't look behind me
All of the things that I thought were so easy
Just got harder and harder each day

December is darkest and June is the light
But this empty bedroom won't make anything right
While out on the landing a friend I forgot to send home
Who waits up for me all through the night

Calendar girl, who's in love with the world
Stay alive
Calendar girl, who's in love with the world
Stay alive

I dreamed I was dying as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window, threw my head to the sky
And said, "Whoever is up there, please don't let me die"

But I can't live forever, I can't always be
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea
The pages keep turning, I'll mark off each day with a cross
And I'll laugh about all that we've lost

Calendar girl, who is lost to the world
Stay alive
Calendar girl, who is lost to the world
Stay alive

January, February, March, April, May
I'm alive
June, July, August, September, October
I'm alive
November, December, yeah, all through the winter
I'm alive
I'm alive

11 weeks to O levels;